James Lasdun's slender The Horned Man (2002) melds the campus novel with the thriller. Its first-person narrator, Lawrence, is one of those unreliable and insane figures who nowadays frequent Patrick McGrath's work, but who have their antecedents in the fiction of James and Poe. Lawrence is an Englishman, a professor of gender studies at an imaginary college; his alienation from his American surroundings is merely an extension of his class-based alienation in England, where his mother had made an upwardly mobile marriage without successfully managing to learn the proper codes of conduct. ("If they'd wanted to socialize with us," Lawrence's stepfather wearily says of one pointedly distant couple, "they'd have found time to invite us over in the year and a half since we had them for dinner, don't you think?" [81]) But Lawrence's psychological problems turn out to be far more sinister than mere alienation: his specialization, as it happens, merely cloaks a murderous rage against women--a rage that apparently originates from his stepsister's contemptuous (albeit perfectly understandable) rejection of his company.
This is a thriller that pushes language and social conventions to the front. Lawrence is hyperaware of the codes that govern the relations between the sexes, and repeatedly analyzes his own desires and those of others. Early on, he observes of this therapist that in her professional guise, "I had placed her off-limits sexually, but that reduced to the anonymity of a female human being, she was in fact quite capable of arousing desire in me after all" (6)--but this apparently rational moment of self-dissection in fact conceals his failure to distinguish his therapist from another woman of similar coloring and build. As it happens, this misrecognition proves symptomatic of Lawrence's deeper disorder, in which he first substitutes, then violates and/or murders, one dark woman after another; while the women do not overtly resemble each other, Lawrence repeatedly notes their dark hair, their delicate yet penetrating perfumes, their mouths.
Lawrence's insanity, as I said, begins with his brutal yet calculated dismissal by the original brunette, his stepsister Emily, on whom he had developed a passionate crush. We see the beginnings of his real interest in gender codes in the moment of his humiliation:
Was it really possible to be so catastrophically wrong in one's reading of a situation? The discovery that it was disturbed me profoundly. I have distrusted myself ever since. Anytime I begin to feel comfortable with people, I immediately conjecture a parallel version of myself arousing their secret loathing. Pretty soon it gets hard to tell which version reflects reality, and I find myself splitting the difference; withdrawing into an attitude of detached neutrality. (92-93)
Lawrence's inability to distinguish well-bred disdain from well-bred affection marks him as a social outsider, but he transfers his failure to "read" upper-class social conventions onto all relationships between men and women. The codes of English class mutate into universalized codes of gender. Before dealing more carefully with that point, however, notice what Lawrence also lets drop: his self-doubling, which splits an abject self from a carefully posed observer. Lawrence writes this narrative as the analytical observer, but his self-splitting repeatedly asserts itself in the form of the mysterious Trumilcik and, eventually, in a bizarre moment of cross-dressing that takes Lawrence to a battered women's shelter. More dangerously still, Lawrence clearly suffers from blackouts, whether it be writing a letter that he cannot remember or, indeed, "erasing" a woman with whom he was once acquainted. (In fact, he has inherited this woman's office.)
Lawrence represses--or, rather, fails to repress--this other self through, once again, his careful attention to sexual codes: "As a male in a position of power, one had to be vigilant over the inclination of one's eye to stray at these moments, or the tendency of one's voice to convey impulses unconnected to the ostensible matter in hand" (48). This exaggerated self-policing turns masculine control into performance art; notice that it's not just that "modern" man must conceal all signs of erotic desire, but that he in fact must be hyper-conscious of desire. By contrast, one of Lawrence's actually existing doubles, another English expat academic named Bruno Jackson, happily sleeps his way through the student body (and, as we discover, is almost certainly sleeping with Lawrence's now-vanished wife). Jackson cheerfully informs a disciplinary committee that he'd hardly commits sexual harassment because "[p]ersonally, I've never needed to" (75), and this unselfconscious rejoicing in his own masculine appeal seems like a much healthier alternative to the ultra-repressive sexual correctness of Lawrence and his peers on the Sexual Harassment Committee. Indeed, once Jackson finds himself disciplined by the committee, the students eagerly take up his defense: "No more harassment! No more abuse!/Give us the freedom to fuck who we choose!" (165) The Committee's attention to power imbalances between faculty and students here metamorphoses into the claim that such attention itself constitutes an abuse, but one can't help wondering if the students' definitions of "freedom" and "choice" are themselves especially liberating. They are certainly just as utopian as Lawrence's dream of a perfectly ordered masculinity, or the Committee's dream of a perfectly non-exploitative relationship between a professor and a student.
Of course, the novel's final lines apparently endorse the students' position to a certain degree: "If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you" (193). Out of context, this sounds like something Sir Henry Wotton would say in The Picture of Dorian Gray. The quotation is from the Gospel of Thomas, which both Elaine Pagels and Helmut Koester have argued is about authentic self-awareness--"one understands that one is divine, but also
one understands that one is mortal." The irony is patently obvious, since in writing this narrative Lawrence has only solidified his self-deception. Moreover, Lawrence has begun to identify himself as a unicorn (he is "growing" a horn), and in medieval allegory, Lawrence tells us via his father's historical research, the unicorn both the "ultimate pure substance" and the "ultimate toxic substance" (119). Lawrence's obsession with social codes, his attempt to absolutely separate his natures and entirely repress one, thus leads him "naturally" to the unicorn's total, extreme unity--but how is that unity to be defined? And if we are to take the final lines seriously, then the way of the unicorn is not the way to self-knowledge, which requires man to embrace both his human and divine elements. Or, in this quite relentlessly secular novel, man's intellectual and physical elements.
The Horned Man might have benefited from a little more length: there's little subtlety in the revelation of Lawrence's insanity (it's pretty clear from the beginning, in fact), and while it's easy enough to figure out that Lawrence is doing in women when he ought to be working on his next monograph, the psychological mechanisms involved aren't as satisfactorily worked out as they might be. Some readers will also wonder about the sexual bleakness of this novel's landscape, stripped bare of happy relationships; for all that Bruno Jackson seems to be a positive alternative to Lawrence, it's still the case that his casual sexual relationships with whatever female students come to hand seem remarkably arid. Perhaps, Lasdun might reply, we've simply become too obsessed with the codes of sexuality to know ourselves as both mind and body.